thinking of you :/

today,i feel so down.i'm running out of oxygen all the time.the discust that i felt yesterday i feel today.my heart and my mind are not working together lately.my heart is so broken till i can feel it's like a cut at my finger.this song is playing in my mind all the time.it's hurting but what can i do.i feel so regretfull that i let myself to let him go.why did i do that? :(( dear god,be with me when i'm down give a happiness when i'm sad,hug me when i'm crying,to all my love to you :)