it has been a tiring day for me :)) well idk why.maybe i've been sleeping late this past few days.idk why -__-' *pek my own butt* haha :DD well i went to my nephews' potluck this morning.became the photographer again -__-' tiring okay.haha well nvm it's a good practise afterall :)) not much to write today haa?well mmm after that potluck thing.we went home.dad and mum went to buy the movie ticket.suppose to watch transformer today but we cant :(( sold out i guess.like wth -__-' haha :DD nvm dad promised to watch it tomorrow.i cant wait! :DD went to the saloon just now.cutting my fringe short :DD i like grr grr.i bought something at starbucks coffee :)) and get myself one hell of a headache -__-' haha and i bought a recycled bag at roxy.and a school bag at quicksilver :DD yeay went home with a smile on my face.love it love it.haha.

today,26th of june 2009 ): the world've lost our dearest,one and only king of pop.he's my favourite since i was little.now he's back to GOD,im thanking the god by doing so but still,we'll miss him so much i can tell.he was the joke but hey,whatever it is,he's always the inspiration to the people around him.u can tell by listening to his songs :)) we'll never replace you michael.and may god be with u.ALHAMDULILLAH u died in ISLAM *so happy about that till i can cry* haha :DD

chapter 1
well,we'll be busy from nowonwards that is till the 4th of july -_-' we'r having the ST THERESA FOOD AND FUN FAIR thingy.the main objective is to help the school to be a better school :) hoping it will run smoothly.amin~ :))

ATTENTION ATTENTION DEAREST ALL! :DD
our class is having the TWISTER GAME on the 4th of july later.hoping u guys will come and support us.and aswell enjoy urself cuz GOD WHO DOESNT ENJOY TWISTER?maya,jasna and i tried playing it just now oh yea we had a hell of fun.cracks us with laughter most of the time cuz damn its funny when u see urself twisting around like a monkey! :DDDD enjoy!and lots of prizes will be given people!and the prizes are CUTE! :DDD

chapter 2
tomorrow is that reportcard day ): am so nervous cuz i did something wrong recently.i admit it okay,i was wrong.i just realised that okay.am sorry )): life is hard lately cuz idk why.its just it.very hard that is.but thank god the girls are with me when things get harder.and ashraf too :)) he contributed enough to make me happy.i love you boyfriend.heee :DD oh gosh,am listening to michael bubble at the moment.very relaxing :)) well thats the kinda song i'll listen to if my heads killing me :DD i love jazzes,a very slow rythmic songs.love love love it.hee WHO DOESNT?haha.agen is still at sabah ): missing her badly.syazwan's off to kl tomorrow.goodbye syazwan :)) fakri left a few weeks ago :)) and ariff azlan will be off on the sunday.goodbye people.i misses hayyu so much ))): she had left too.well wishing u guys the best of luck.

well,thats just it :)) goodnight.am not feeling well today idk why.maybe too much thinking or,didnt get my 8 hours of sleep lately.so yea,well nite world,i love you girls,and ashraf.muah muah.

i just wanna write part 1

i know i shouldnt be blogging this early.but omg I WANNA WRITE SOMETHING! my heart very dupdapdupdap like earthquake tsunami everything's inside okay.i'm so nervous at this very rite moment.MY GOD ): i just saw something.like omg omg my heart smashed down like zuuuuuwwwpp ! -__-' but omg omg OH GOD TELL ME THAT'S NOT TRUE.hahahahah!i'm so freakingly scared if what i saw is true!omg omg.i feel like crying rite now but i wont.

OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD

please tell me what i saw was just *inside my heart talking* ! haha i dont want it to be like what i'm imagining rite now ): oh god if so.MY HEART WILL BE RUNNING AWAY LIKE CHICKEN IS ABOUT TO GET THEIR HEAD CHOP! ): oh darn.omg omg please dont be true.i cant imagine if that's true.omg ): agen,im so sad.i think i saw something.which i think my hearts thinking too ):

DONT BE TRUE PLEASE DONT BE TRUE PLEASE DONT BE TRUE.
STUPID IDIOTIC THINGS THAT I SAW,PLEASE DONT BE TRUE ):

a little too much of i love you per day :P

WELL! :DD im loving today.like i love it i love it i love it :) been spending most of the time with the girls.and i love doing so.they just cant get me stop laughing and acted silly.which thats just the thing that i love bout em :)

JASNA
a) oh she,u cant imagine how terrible news can be for her at this very moment.haha well its rated so just shhh :P:P nevermind LOVE,WE'R HERE.haha.
MAYA
b) oh there she is :P we missed her a lot.she went to INDO without telling us.little ms lemonade person.haha she came back with EVERYTHING NEW.so damnn jealous.i wanna go shopping too :(( haha well WE LOVE THIS CHICKY PERSON.always get us that kinda headache


AGEN
a) haha well,i love u?hahaha :DDD we messed her day in a good way.so yea.haha muah muah you ms gambit person.haha

well,thats all for today?n oh yea,i guess im off to camp on the weekend.YEAY PHOTOGRAPHY.it's time for me and you baby,gr gr.haha

just another day went by,the usual things happen.here and there,all the same.

SCHOOL
a) school,for me is my heaven on earth.the place where i can truely be myself,the only place on earth where i can laugh out loud without people minding.haha :DD but u noe,everything's unperfect.conflicts here and there,thats just normal,not to worry.well,yea.agen didnt attend her classes today :( felt the emptyness back there.and i think im on pms -__-' like seriously.i dont like it when it happen.i can feel the sensitivity in me at this moment.haha :(( am not gonna attend my chemistry later.gotta complete my amath workbook.hmmm

DAD
b) had a fight with him just now in the car.hmm -_-' im sure its cuz of my pms.i cant stand it when he starts his nagging.omg feels like someone's digging a hole in my heart :(( he nagged about me not attending my chemistry.im so trying my best to just ignore him but i cant.I HATE THIS SITUATION OKAY.THEY ARE SO PRACTISING SOME BAD PARENTING STUFFS -__-' THEY NEED TO SEE A PHSICIATRIST OR SOMETHING.it hurts okay.

ASHRAF
c) i dont know,maybe its just me.maybe i miss him that very very much :( making my heart feel so holemuchmuch -__-" maybe he need some time.well i love him.

well,thats it i guess.i gotta run along now.amath is waiting :)

a little bit of sadness

chapter 1

a) well,this morning went well.went to school with joy.im glad everything went well.except i forgot to give in the money for the tickets.i'll send it tomorrow then.and was waiting for dad like,for one hour or something.and had a little stupid arguement like always.

chapter 2

b) my chest hurts since 10 in the morning just now.it hurts -__-' it get harder to breathe thou wth.but i guess i'll be okay later.so yea.heee those chinese people were here again.one of them stalked at me when i was typing a text.what?hahaha :DD weird lil people.so yea.i did my chores.bla2.haha

chapter 3

c) agen asked me to help here.im glad im there to help :DD hee then suddenly i became so down.well certain factors which is rated here.haha :P:P yea,it hurts.sayang wasnt there with me.he was with his physic.nevermind i understand :)) well thats it i guess for today.n hey,checkout this cover by the fray.i like it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kRH0qh4auaY&feature=related

me likey likey

FEELING ANXIOUS ABOUT LIMKOKWING
1 ) omg yesterday was the fabs! :DDD totally just a little bit of sugar,sweet stuffs and everything perfect :PP a day before was feeling anxious about the limkokwing photography workshop which i dont know what was the anxiousness about.but heee :)) woke up early yesterday around 6 something.waking up agen was hell of a hard job :DD but yea,still love her.haha.getting ready,and i gotta admit everything went well on the getting ready session :P:P

WAKING UP AGEN AND HER SUPRISES
2) picking up agen.she's the master of all lateness oh yea i can tell.haha but wth,nvm waiting.haha then i gave her the second suprise cuz the 1st suprise was totally screwed -_-' my second suprise went wrong too cuz agen didnt like cheese that much ): didnt know that sorry syg! :DD

AT LIMKOKWING
3) arrived at limkokwing around 7.30 something2 :DD anxious much.YEAAA~haha and there he was *THE BIG HAIR PERSON* haha but he's friendly :P i can tell.quite comfy when around him.hehe.teacher was late -__-' giving shame to our faces.haha but nvm we handled the registration thingy pretty well.then bla2 teacher arrived then we went to one classroom.we had a small exercise session with that stairs.haha i tell u,it's high people.haha :DD

INSIDE THAT ROOM
4) was freezing inside that room.haha they(limkokwing people) was giving some talk about architecture and art thing.mainly about limkokwing.quite interesting.haha yea :DD bla bla bla.nerdy was all over.wuhhuuu help me.hahaha.hand sanitizing them all.kidding!haha but i wish i can do that.can i?haha :P:P

SOME TOUR
5) after that room,we proceed to the next room.the photo studio or something.haha was giving a talk about fashion.was interesting.and some fashion photography.was interesting too.and some practical session.teacher kept on pushing me n asking me so that i'll raise my hand and become the photographer.oh no no no.haha :DDD and after that.we went to the next room.some presentation about something.was not paying attention.haha was a crowd okay?haha :P:P after that went to the other room(how many room was it again?).we watched some videos.hee good job limkokwing people.*clap2 hand* after that some campus tour.yippie! :DD then sayang called me.yeap he was there too.haha and he said nvm lah u g lok inside the room.we'll meet later.and okay fine.after that room.we met.haha he was with our touring group too.well he got mansors' greeting so it was okay.haha :DD i took some picture.my battery was half way dead.hehe was fun touring with sayang.yeay love you mr hotty hot hot.yer.haha whatever.after that went to another room.and another room.everything was quite interesting so yea.then we went to the cafe.and another room and another room.sayang has been kidnapped by that architecture lecturer so he was not with me at that time.haha and and they got some cool looking toilet.the guys toilet sign is a mustache.the girls toilet is a lip.pretty cool ha?heee.after the rooms touring.we went to the cafe again and took some rest.after that we went back.and straight to town :DD



TOWN
6) went to tj.was suppose to wash my hair but then agen didnt allow so we went to the toilet -_-' but nvm am still gorgeous :DDD wth me.haha and otw to mcd rite.i bumped to fakri.haha :DD okay proceed to the next chapter.went to the movie.my god that movie was stupid.haha but nvm i had some great time with sayang and agen :DDD i love them both.hehe and after that went to sp.i bought something for agen and sayang.and sayang bought a chain for dad.heee :)) after that went chilling around at cb.haha me and sayang had a bit of photoshoot so yea.haha :DD after that went back home.then yea.so thats it.hahaha :DD

he curled me up with joy <3

there he is :)
yea,just around that corner,
the one with that curlhair,
yea,the one who's smiling his dimple out there,
yea,he's the love of my love yes he is,
he got me laughing whenever i dont feel like laughing,
he's there when my heart starting to scrumbled up with pain,
he's there to give me comfort,
the way he hold me,
yea,i know that touch will save me from falling,
and the way his eyes brighten my day,
i know i wanna spend my life with him :)
i know sometimes we argue,
but hey,we'r just trying to know each other,
thats the point of this relationship rite?
well,i love him :)
yes,my truely mushy person.