it hurts here,inside here

hey you,i hope you can actually read this.but i know that you cant.so just let the world know how i do i feel at this moment.i feel so down,again.i dont know how much longer i can stand this feeling all the time.everything that i do,it will remind me of you.even laughing :( it has been a couple of month now kan?i'm still not over you.maybe it will,later.but not quite sure when.haha keep reminding me that huh?hmmm i just want you to know,how i misses your everything.and how do i regret to let you go,and how am i sorry if i ever hurted you.well obviously,i hurted you all the time right?i'm sorry.and and,GOD,at this time my GOD,be with me as i'm so needing you,hug me and let me feel that i'm loved :)