it hurts up here,in here abit to the left

you wanna noe where,okay take ur left hand,put it up here at ur chest,at ur left chest.there,it hurts alot there.so much pain.

it hurts here,inside here

hey you,i hope you can actually read this.but i know that you cant.so just let the world know how i do i feel at this moment.i feel so down,again.i dont know how much longer i can stand this feeling all the time.everything that i do,it will remind me of you.even laughing :( it has been a couple of month now kan?i'm still not over you.maybe it will,later.but not quite sure when.haha keep reminding me that huh?hmmm i just want you to know,how i misses your everything.and how do i regret to let you go,and how am i sorry if i ever hurted you.well obviously,i hurted you all the time right?i'm sorry.and and,GOD,at this time my GOD,be with me as i'm so needing you,hug me and let me feel that i'm loved :)

thinking of you :/

today,i feel so down.i'm running out of oxygen all the time.the discust that i felt yesterday i feel today.my heart and my mind are not working together lately.my heart is so broken till i can feel it's like a cut at my finger.this song is playing in my mind all the time.it's hurting but what can i do.i feel so regretfull that i let myself to let him go.why did i do that? :(( dear god,be with me when i'm down give a happiness when i'm sad,hug me when i'm crying,to all my love to you :)

i love you maya :)

yesterday,i think i was thinking too much of him till it gave me a feeling :'(( i dont like that feeling actually.cuz it can simply make me cry.and it did =___=' but thanks to the girls i'm a bit cheered :) i love them.LET ME MENTIONED YOU THEIR NAMES,they are (jasna,ms faboulousity),(agen,the cares),(maya,the crazy one),(aween,the addicter),(pipot,the predictable),(azra,the emote faces),(masha,the neat) and others :)

new hair? =DD

take one/god =__='

take two/god =__='

take three/god =__='

okay i'm sorry i was bored =___=' so i cut my hair off.but actually i was planning to cut my front hair also so yea.it was FUGLY but nvm it's short.it's the deal rite.and i noe my girls will be so shock.and they will NAG and idk what will they say to me.but,yea here goes nothing ;

its time to PLAN AHEAD :)

plan for my coming holiday actually :P:P it's a one week holiday so i already planned my two days that is going for my tuition =__=' and how about the movie day?or the futsal night?or the imh classes?aiya i WISH I CAN DO THOSE THINGS [>.<]' okay nvm let us push daddy again!ONE SET GO!PUSHHHHHHHHHHHHHH [>.<]

its 2009 people =DD

its FABOLOUSITY's year people.wave your hand up in the air put it side to side like you mean it =DDD no longer in comitment with anybody i'm LOVING MY LIFE =DDD with the GIRLFRIENDS aside we can do ANYTHAANGGG *wave2 fingers* hahaha technically i'm in love with HIM(2008) only.i guess.but i met this one FINE GUY he's kind and whatsoever but yea he's complicated.hahaha i cant be in a relationship with him its just weird if i do.so beat it =DD